I can't do that. I, I-I cannot do that. [she gestures, then flails a bit, losing some leaves from the gesture and scrambling to recover them and stuff them into a pocket.] We're all fuckin' compromised, so there's no solid, certain...I mean, what if someone else needs your goddamn help, huh?!
I don't know him. I can't trust someone I don't know, are you kidding? Just because someone's decent to you doesn't mean it'll be the same for me! [never mind that it'd be her own self-sabotage at play. like right now. always within sight of an outstretched hand, but flinching away when they realize they're reaching out.]
I would not accept anyone mistreating you in my sight, as well you know.
[ If naught else, he has recent events to point to as evidence. ]
Nothing is to stop you from becoming acquainted... Or using the room when we are not in it, for that matter. But fatigue is dangerous. In my world, it can prove lethal.
That's why I'm doing this. [she plucks another leave and wiggles it by the stem before stowing it.] I'm not gonna get fatigued. No more surprises. I've seen these twinkly fucks doing tricks on each other in lapses of focus, and I'm not. Gonna be at the butt-end of one of the worse ones.
Yeah, well-- [huff.] I've done sleepless stakeouts before. Without potions! [for a fraction of the time BUT--] And I'm still alive. And being complacent here is not the play. This is--
[Changeling shit. maybe if they think it enough they'll be convinced of it.]
Maybe your people are weak shit! Look-- shut up. It's fine! It's either this, or risk sleep and waking up hexed or something new snuck into my brain! I'm not havin' more fae bullshit in my brain.
[she's emphatic, stubborn beyond the point of irrationality. this is getting done, bad idea or not, simply because she chose it. she can control it. there's precious little she can. even if it's destruction.]
[ It's more lamenting to himself than anything, tail thumping against the tree stump much like an agitated cat. He doesn't like it, and some part of him must express the sentiment. ]
[why the fuck does he care so much!! augh!!! it's stressing Knife out! they're already stressed! why do they want him to like them!?!?
irritably, still not looking at him:] I'll do two-hour stints here and there, but I'm not risking long rests, that's-that's crazy. To me. I'm not okay with this place like everyone else is and asking me to be is, is-- [she snorts.] Well, whatever. Everything I do is wrong to everyone anyway, so why not this!
It is not for me to deem you wrong. But because I know little regarding your constitution, I worry.
In my world, lives are fragile. For those who can channel aether, prolonged lack of rest has severe consequences. That was why I asked about your needs.
[but that's so...............................reasonable! what the fuck is wrong with this guy!
she pauses in her foraging to squint his way, as if she'd fucking get anything from the stick bug-lookin' lizard. Knife's got an okay way of insighting humanoid faces, not...that.]
Youuuu...worry. [...] Because youuuuu...give a shit.
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Date: 2026-01-07 10:30 pm (UTC)From:You intend to go without sleep the entire time?
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Date: 2026-01-07 10:31 pm (UTC)From:If I can avoid it, yeah. It's not safe!
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Date: 2026-01-07 10:32 pm (UTC)From:[ The tallest order... ]
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Date: 2026-01-07 10:35 pm (UTC)From:That is an option. He is very deviceful, and you have seen a measure of what I can do.
[ Relatively safe, no? ]
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Date: 2026-01-07 10:37 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2026-01-07 10:43 pm (UTC)From:[ Don't go imagining he has a skill issue in this department. ]
I've no doubt that he wouldn't object to your company, and that would allow for improved coordination.
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Date: 2026-01-07 10:48 pm (UTC)From:[ If naught else, he has recent events to point to as evidence. ]
Nothing is to stop you from becoming acquainted... Or using the room when we are not in it, for that matter. But fatigue is dangerous. In my world, it can prove lethal.
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Date: 2026-01-07 11:06 pm (UTC)From:[ Scarlet is built different, but the fact that she's planning to force herself to not sleep suggests she needs it. ]
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Date: 2026-01-07 11:07 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2026-01-07 11:15 pm (UTC)From:[ Dion should know what difference, given his position. ]
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Date: 2026-01-07 11:24 pm (UTC)From:no subject
Date: 2026-01-07 11:27 pm (UTC)From:I ask you for information because I care about you and this sounds concerning to me.
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Date: 2026-01-07 11:31 pm (UTC)From:[Changeling shit. maybe if they think it enough they'll be convinced of it.]
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Date: 2026-01-07 11:39 pm (UTC)From:That would be deadly to people of my world.
[ And so he must ask. ]
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Date: 2026-01-07 11:41 pm (UTC)From:[she's emphatic, stubborn beyond the point of irrationality. this is getting done, bad idea or not, simply because she chose it. she can control it. there's precious little she can. even if it's destruction.]
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Date: 2026-01-09 12:54 pm (UTC)From:[ It's more lamenting to himself than anything, tail thumping against the tree stump much like an agitated cat. He doesn't like it, and some part of him must express the sentiment. ]
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Date: 2026-01-09 01:02 pm (UTC)From:irritably, still not looking at him:] I'll do two-hour stints here and there, but I'm not risking long rests, that's-that's crazy. To me. I'm not okay with this place like everyone else is and asking me to be is, is-- [she snorts.] Well, whatever. Everything I do is wrong to everyone anyway, so why not this!
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Date: 2026-01-10 02:37 am (UTC)From:I would not say I am okay with this place... Yet the thought of leaving others like us trapped here is unacceptable.
[ Because, of course, he is one of those. ]
Who tells you that everything you do is wrong?
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Date: 2026-01-10 02:50 am (UTC)From:What, like you aren't already sounding like you think I'm crazy. And I'm no snitch on other people! Even if they're assholes to me.
[except Shadow.
but like.
shut up.]
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Date: 2026-01-10 02:55 am (UTC)From:In my world, lives are fragile. For those who can channel aether, prolonged lack of rest has severe consequences. That was why I asked about your needs.
[ How else would he know, after all? ]
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Date: 2026-01-10 02:57 am (UTC)From:she pauses in her foraging to squint his way, as if she'd fucking get anything from the stick bug-lookin' lizard. Knife's got an okay way of insighting humanoid faces, not...that.]
Youuuu...worry. [...] Because youuuuu...give a shit.
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Date: 2026-01-10 03:00 am (UTC)From:I may not phrase it that way, but yes.
[ It's only natural that he care, isn't it? They've known one another for quite some time. ]
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